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Appreciation…

With all that we are getting and doing every single day, we tend to forget the value of it. Instead we complain and say wrong choice of words and affects how you see and perform your tasks. Yes, indeed we are human and we get tired and we just want a...
by My Existence on Aug 25, 2012

Thank you is not enough…

The day you decided to give birth to me, you have accepted the responsibility and made feel I am loved not only by you but the world. Chased me as I tip-toe, walk and run during my toddler years, took care of me when I am sick even if you are tired a...
by My Existence on May 12, 2012

Test of Time…

Years have passed and people in my life came and left. I made mistakes and corrected them. I taught and continue to learn. But in everything I have done I have proven one thing and that is people will say good and more of bad things about you or what...
by My Existence on Sep 11, 2011

Missing Pieces…

Things continuously change in my life, loss after loss and pain after pain. I would ask why and most of the time will think if there will come a time where the blanks in my life will be filled in with happiness and love. I know I should let go and ac...
by My Existence on Jun 5, 2011

Three days…

It started Wednesday when I felt something is different with me, that I felt unappreciated after talking to someone who kept saying I don’t understand how important it was to work with his laptop and what I am doing is taking so much of his time fr...
by My Existence on May 19, 2011

Grieving Heart…

Just last week I lost a very important person in my life, my mom. Ever since, I cannot help but to think of her, my world suddenly went to a halt. I am thinking what if I didn’t go back to work that day and stayed with her, would it be different? I...
by My Existence on May 10, 2011

The Edges…

All this has been real rough. I honestly think I am going to lose it. I can’t stop wondering, where are you in all this? Should I believe that everything will go back to normal in the coming months or would it be like this the rest of my life? Is t...
by My Existence on Mar 19, 2011

Too Much…

My heart wants to explode from these pains. My mind cannot and does not want to understand any reasons. My body is like giving up as well. Even how hard I try to act normal as if nothing is really going on, at the end of the day it all pours back. I...
by My Existence on Mar 18, 2011

Another Phase…

There are times where we are caught off guard by circumstances and not knowing what to do. 2 months back when we learned about the news, painful as it is all we can do is pray. Pray hard that she will be given time, time to be with us, to enjoy every...
by My Existence on Feb 2, 2011

Just one of those normal days…

Months passed and I’m still here, should I say stuck? I bet you would agree. I’ve been reassessing myself over and over; it’s like doing an experiment and getting the same result. My head is aching and my body feels exhausted. Situations arise...
by My Existence on Oct 7, 2010

What does my heart says?

What exactly my heart says? I feel pain, sadness and hopeless. Unsure of tomorrow’s and the day after that will bring me. I don’t understand why I am still here because I feel that I’ve been dead for a long time. I can’t see a reason for me t...
by My Existence on Sep 4, 2010

Uncontrollable…

Years have passed, time spent, people leave. There are things in life that we do not have power to stop and beyond our capabilities to fix what has been ruined. After being hurt and dwelled with the pain for so … Continue reading →...
by My Existence on Jul 27, 2010

First time… again!

Yesterday, we just finished setting up my blog migrated here in WP. I’m still trying to get the hang of these new stuff. And honestly, I’m getting a headache! For some reason, I’m thinking of getting it back the way … Continue...
by My Existence on Jul 25, 2010

Why?

Why are you always saying that I am mad even if I’m not? Why as if you know me better than myself? Can you just tell me why are you doing this to me? Why is it that everything I … Continue reading →...
by My Existence on Apr 13, 2010

Why?

Why are you always saying that I am mad even if I’m not? Why as if you know me better than myself? Can you just tell me why are you doing this to me? Why is it that everything I do, you have something to say? Have I done something wrong? I feel lik...
by My Existence on Apr 13, 2010

Weekend Get Away!

Lenten season just passed and of course after holidays back to work again tomorrow. I had a great time with my family I just wish my brother was here so he could have joined us. We went to church last … Continue reading →...
by My Existence on Apr 4, 2010

Rebuked…

I actually don’t know where to start here but I just wanted to pour out my feelings. I’m unsure whether this is right or wrong, normal or not but for some reason I feel sad and makes me re-evaluate myself … Continue reading →...
by My Existence on Mar 31, 2010

Rebuked...

I actually don’t know where to start here but I just wanted to pour out my feelings. I’m unsure whether this is right or wrong, normal or not but for some reason I feel sad and makes me re-evaluate myself if what else is missing? Or what have I d...
by My Existence on Mar 31, 2010

Giving Thanks!

I’m really happy that the start of the week is getting better and better. After I did a major cleaning yesterday, rearranged my stuff inside the room and just now, my dad replaced the light bulb and installed the TV back here! I’m actually using...
by My Existence on Nov 16, 2009

Toughie...

So tired because I wasn’t able to sleep yesterday before coming to work, I thought that things would be alright but turned out to be more stressful. Heard from him already and suddenly my brain stopped functioning and honestly right now I don’t k...
by My Existence on Oct 26, 2009


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