Blog Posts - Rambling Thoughts

Most days my mind is like this flowering pink vine growing along our rooftop. It rambles, it wanders, it has a direction all it's own and some days it has no direction at all. I gave up trying to fight it long ago. Rambling v...

As you may have guessed from the title, things got worse. Loverboy and I finally had to agree to not talk about Daughter.  Why?  Well, read on. He came home from work the other day.  I was at his house since I had both sets of children, so I figur...

As you may have guessed from the title, things got worse. Loverboy and I finally had to agree to not talk about Daughter.  Why?  Well, read on. He came home from work the other day.  I was at his house since I had both sets of children, so I figur...

I’m sitting here in my cozy house, protected from the outside elements, and I finished a book that made me think.  And made me panic. It’s a book about a paramedic’s experiences.  As medics, we all have stories that we think would...

OK, it is that time of relationship again…time for Esme’s ramblings.  And, of course, this comes in light of something happening with the ex-husband. My ex managed to fork over a fuckton of money for a new lawyer.  Yes, his parents hate...

There are days I really struggle with some things.  Lately this is the thought I was worried about: I feel like I will be forever paying for the mistake I made marrying my ex. Wow, that was kind of hard to type! I don’t regret things in my lif...

I just got the most random e-mail from Perfect.  ’Memba him?  for all those who don’t, click the tag to your right.  But a quick overview: He was the first guy I dated after my divorce. He had two girls I fell in love with. He had a cr...

I have tried repeatedly to write this post.  I have tried being snarky, I have tried being funny, and I have tried being blase.  It hasn’t worked.  I don’t know what else to do but be honest, and pour my heart out.  This post is more...

Kadang-kadang kita demikian meremehkan kemampuan berbahasa Indonesia, apalagi dengan baik dan benar. Padahal yang kita pakai setiap hari belum tentu benar. Apalagin kini kita orang Indonesia punya kebiasaan 'asyik' menyerap kata asing begitu saja t...

Islamic Thinking posted this following reminder today. It speaks loudly for me as I have just been through a personal tragedy that still shocks me profoundly. It's nice to find something to hold on to in this times of turbulence, both for me personal...

So we can scratch that date.  Partly because I am still in more pain than I thought I would be in.  But also because I think I would have been stood up if I didn’t end it. We messaged each other a lot yesterday.  Had really great conversatio...

I'm confused... I'd like to start writing in my own native language in this blog. This blog is gonna be biliingual. Can I ?

New looks, ladies and gents! Hope you like it! I was bored with the old, standard look and after days of searching and choosing the perfect template (why did it took days? Well, I'm a bit busy and also am having a 'nerdgasm' due the awesomeness of Ju...

It's Martin Luther King Jr Day today. It's also a day away from the historic Inauguration of our new President, Mr. Barrack Obama. Something inside me is compelled to come out of my "shell" and talk politics today. Nothing too inten

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