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Suicidal thoughts

My head is like a washing machine at the moment. So many thoughts racing round and round. It's hard to make sense of them or to comprehend where they come from.Suicidal thoughts hit me out of the blue throughout the day. When I'm driving my car my he...
by Fighting the fog on Jul 16, 2016

In Photos: Slipknot w/ Suicidal Tendencies – SSE Arena, Belfast 15/02/2016

Iowa natives, Slipknot seemed to be touring endlessly throughout 2015 and 2016, they returned to the UK for a handful more dates this past week, culminating at Belfast’s SSE Arena last night. Support came from Cyco Miko & Suicidal Tendencie...
by Pure Rawk on Feb 16, 2016

I Just Decided to Stop Trying to Die, but Why?

I’ve spoken openly about my Mental Health past and all the darkness that it entailed on many occasions. I’m not ashamed of it, as I have learned a lot and come a long way from where I was. A question I often encounter is how did I get bet...
by Queering Through Life on Jan 1, 2016

Knotfest 2015 Recap: Day 2 Featuring Slipknot

This is my recap of the events of Sunday, October 25th 2015, the final day of Slipknot's massive Knotfest music festival. You can check out my coverage of the previous day right here.When I left off last, my 12-year-old son Jesse and I were exhausted...
by Geeks of Doom on Nov 10, 2015

Letter I will not send

Been feeling particularly suicidal recently and have contemplated writing goodbye letters to my children. I don't think I have ever felt as bad as this before and am trying to make sense of it. Empty nest syndrome probably does play a part. My childr...
by Fighting the fog on Aug 23, 2015

Knotfest 2015 Lineup Announced; Slipknot, Judas Priest To Headline!

At the conclusion of last year's edition of Knotfest, Slipknot frontman Corey Taylor promised the crowd that the weekend-long metal festival would be returning to San Bernadino, CA again this year. Well, it seems Taylor is a man of his word because i...
by Geeks of Doom on Jul 3, 2015

Maybe this weekend?

I have to face the fact that I'm really struggling and feeling suicidal. Plans are going round and round in my head and I go over and over them.I know that my children love me and they would be completely lost without me but I just can't shake off th...
by Fighting the fog on Jun 19, 2015

Crap week

Having a crap week so far. Monday I went to give blood and was treated badly as I have scars on my wrist. There was no need to point them out and ask me how I had done them. Then go and get other nurses just to check I was ok to give blood - are ment...
by Fighting the fog on Jun 17, 2015

Alone with it all

What a difference less than a day can make. I felt ok this morning and hopeful that things were getting better but tonight I just feel lost and have that horrible knotted up feeling in my stomach. I've taken my meds but for some reason don't want to...
by Fighting the fog on May 31, 2015

The Reason You Feel Different from Everyone Else

Do you feel different from everyone else? You're not alone and you're not crazy. You're just evolving. Bullying means fear. Shine your light.
by I Told You I Was Sick on Mar 3, 2015

The Reason You Feel Different from Everyone Else

Do you feel different from everyone else? You're not alone and you're not crazy. You're just evolving. Bullying means fear. Shine your light.
by I Told You I Was Sick on Mar 3, 2015

London Bridge Is Falling Down (Warning: Potential Trigger)

 The unthinkable has happened. In June of 2014, I was sent a packet of forms by the Social Security Disability department. It was the warning flag thrown to alert me to a medical review of my benefits. A medical review?!?! I never applied for benef...

Suicidal Quotes About Love

Galery of suicidal quotes about love:Wow, he seems in good mood today; wonder what happened?Where are the Christian Suicide Bombers?Depression Quotes Pinterestlove can be deep inside love can be suicide that means a lot the THE BATTLEFIELD OF THE MIN...
by Love Quotes Today on Jan 20, 2015

Thrashback Thursday: “Institutionalized” By Suicidal Tendencies

Suicidal Tendencies was born out of Southern California's thriving skateboard culture of the late '70s/early '80s. Leader and singer Mike Muir originally intended for the group to be a part-time party band on the Venice, CA, punk scene and skatepark...
by Geeks of Doom on Nov 20, 2014

Thrashback Thursday: “Institutionalized” by Suicidal Tendencies

Suicidal Tendencies was born out of Southern California's thriving skateboard culture of the late 70s/early 80s. Leader and singer Mike Muir originally intended for the group to be a part-time party band on the Venice, CA, punk scene and skatepark ci...
by Geeks of Doom on Nov 20, 2014

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by The Messy Little Closet on Nov 9, 2014

Today, Bipolar Disorder Is A Curse

I have been having a few problems with crying at “inappropriate” times lately. It is like my whole wounded inner …Continue reading →...

Robin Williams ~ His Death From A Different Perspective

This is a link to great, in my opinion, commentary about Robin William’s suicide. It is written very sensitively with a …Continue reading →...

Robin Williams Suicide

As a person living with rapid cycling Bipolar disorder Type I with psychotic features, AND as a person who has …Continue reading →...

Well As I Seem To Be Headed Down The Rabbit Hole…..Again

I don’t know if I have posted this before, I may have a long time ago, but as I feel that I am off to tea with the Mad Hatter and The Red Queen has most definitely lost her head, I thought it might be appropriate. So, much for stable madness...


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