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A personal journal of a woman going through a midlife crisis and in search of herself. Her marriage.. is crumbling, her desire to experience and experiment all that she never did before.

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  • A Heartbreaking Good By
    on Sep 17, 2011
    Mr. Porsche and I had been together for over five years. But since the Mr. Einstein came into my life, I have not seen Mr. Porsche except on a business level once or twice. We talk all the time but I have to be honest, I think it is a combination o...
  • Is Anyone Truly Happy?I wonder, is anyone truly happy? Is it just me? Trust me, the divorce was the right move and everyday I know I made the right decision. Actually there hasn't been one day where I thought it was the wrong decision. My life is more on track. I am...
  • A Feeling Of AloneIt's been awhile since I have written. Not from a lack of wanting to but from a lack of time. I miss my blog, I miss my diary, I miss the serenity it has brought to me.On a personal note, Cheri has been seeing one man for eight months now! Yes, no...
  • It's Been a Long Time
    on Apr 28, 2011
    Yes, it's been a really long time since my last post. Having lived two separate worlds, my blog was always my second world. After the divorce, the worlds began to mold into one...leaving me with nothing that needed to be secret anymore.
  • Suck Me Back InThings have been unbelievable. I let go....I have been not thinking and not online. The break of only one consistent lover is so refreshing. Things were going amazing and then in between him leaving my house and calling me--he went online. I know...
  • A Sex Filled WeekendThe one thing the new guy is teaching me is how to relax. We spend hours upon hours in bed just holding each other and rubbing each others backs and massaging each other. He likes to cuddle!! We went out with a friend of mine and her boyfriend, wh...
  • For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.”Hey Baby, This is a very hard note for me to write. I usually don’t walk away from things when I know it is right. I knew you were headed for a really rough, rough road but I was willing to take that journey with you. I am used to rollercoasters...
  • Have you ever tried to fight love?
    on Jan 25, 2011
    The emptiness hurt so much. I could feel a whole in my heart and stomach, it really encompassed my entire chest. Why did we end? There was no specific reason except he needs to find himself and didn't plan on falling in love. Well I didn't plan o...
  • Mr. New Guy
    on Jan 24, 2011
    Yes, Mr. New Guy and I have this crazy relationship or I should say had this crazy relationship. It was something we both didn't know how to deal with. With all the guys I met (with the exception of a few), it was fun, it was hot, it was not emotiona...
  • What Is Your Worth?
    on Jan 20, 2011
    Sadly, I find myself returning to my blog only when there is inner turmoil. The New Guy and I have been going strong for two months. I found what I wanted. Someone who is falling in love with me. Except be careful for what you wish see...
  • Mr. New Guy is Now Mr. No More
    on Jan 8, 2011
    I fell in love I fell hard. I had a relationship that lasted 6 weeks but was filled with more hot sex and quality time than a six month relationship. And now, its over and I am crushed. I haven't felt such pain in a long time, tears out of control...
  • Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson (lyrics)
    on Jan 8, 2011
  • Bringin on the Heartbreak Def Leppard Lyrics
    on Jan 8, 2011
  • No Girlfriend?!
    on Dec 24, 2010
    Mr. Electrician's girlfriend was not at the funeral. Not exactly sure what that meant nor was I going to ask him. It was so sad. The pain, I hate people I love being in pain. I was so glad I went because it felt like the right thing to do. Why th...
  • Mr New Guy
    on Dec 24, 2010
    well I have been seeing Mr. New Guy for three weeks now. It's been going very well until he got sick this weekend. We actually were seeing each other almost every day. It's ironic how both Mr. Porsche and Mr. Non Weekend Committal felt his presenc...
  • Seeing someone you love hurt
    on Dec 22, 2010
    Sometimes life weaves itself so many unusual ways. Mr. Electrician has a heart of gold. We're great friends but he has found the girl of his dreams--of course my luck after 12 years of looking. As you know, he mentally excites me and I would rathe...
  • OMG....what a screwed up weekend!
    on Dec 20, 2010
    Have you ever heard me say that I am sorry I got divorced? Well I certainly am not and will never say it. Actually my ex and I had the biggest war that we've ever had. The truth is, I am a sweetheart but when I have reached my limits--you better r...
  • Rihanna - Only Girl (In The World)
    on Dec 20, 2010
  • I Just Had Sex (feat. Akon)
    on Dec 19, 2010
  • Flirting with the Garbage Men
    on Dec 6, 2010
    Okay, I admit it. I am a total flirt sometimes and I do use it to my advantage. There are strict rules here with garbage. You must break up boxes and put strings around them for them to take them. Garbage cans have to be a certain size etc. etc.